Short Period of Time

It never fails, when he come home, he have to leave right back out.  It hurts so bad when i know he has to go and he himself don't want to leave.  It's so sad that I'm crying as i type.  I love him so much but I can never have him because of life and our situation.  I pray to Allah someday we can be together and share our lives together as one.   I feel sad for us all, it almost makes me want to go back to work fast.  You know what, I did and what did it get me, nothing much at twelve dollars an hour in 2014 does not go far.  He tired, he didn't rest in Ghana at all in all the pictures, he just look tired all the time,  well I will be a big girl and let him go with no problems at all because it is what it is.  I will cherish him while he is here.  I thank Allah for his return safe.